So I sucked up the bitter dregs of defeat today and returned to a weight-loss center (which shall remain nameless for the protection of all involved - me!) that I used to frequent 4 years ago or so...thinking that it would be this hideous, shameful experience. And part of it was; my initial weigh-in was even worse than what my own scale blinked out at me last night: 190.2lbs!!! Holy Shitballs!
But you know what? I'm feeling pretty stoked about this! It's going to work. It was actually the high point of my day today; I am so relieved to be doing something - anything - to move forward.
So tomorrow I start the program! It starts with a two-day cleanse which is going to feel like absolute crap, but all sarcasm aside, I am totally looking forward to it! Whoohoo!
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